I was raised by my grandparents because my parents were both on drugs. I had anything money could buy, but I was missing love. I never felt good enough or worthy. I started smoking pot when I was 12 and became addicted to meth at age 18. By the time I was 24, I had lost the ability to take care of my then 3 year old son, so my mother stepped in and began raising him. DCS gave me a plan to get him back in 30 days as long as I could pass a drug test, but I could not.
I was then able to give my addiction 100%. I started getting in trouble with the law, started going to secular rehabs but never stayed clean. I ended up homeless and was looking at 7 years in prison. The judge offered me an opportunity to go to Teen Challenge and I went to one for 16 months. During that time, I grew spiritually, repaired family relationships, and experienced the unconditional love of God.
When I graduated from that program, I left God and I left my relationship with Him there. Within 3 months I was worse than I was before I went. I was homeless, helpless, and further away from my Savior. I struggled for several years until I was arrested again, this time facing 12 years. I knew I wanted to go back to Teen Challenge.
The court system allowed me to go and my husband found Teen Challenge of the Upper Cumberland. Here, I have experienced structure and guidance on taking my problems to the Lord. I know that I am forgiven and I have been set free from all my guilt and shame. I know God loves me and I do not have to open the door for sin to come into my life. I am drawing closer to God every day. I know things will be hard when I graduate but this time, but I am taking the All Powerful One with me when I leave. I’m excited to begin serving my family and in my church.